Sunday, September 18, 2011

War in peace

Am currently reading William Nash's Secretariat. When I came to the part about how Penny Chenery-Tweedy attended collage in the 1940s, it struck me how normal life could go on relatively* smoothly in the US while the rest of the world was at war, entire cities attacked and bombed, disrupting among others schooling for countless children just as it was here for my father and his brother and sisters in Manila. Americans have no idea how blessed they were at that time to be spared such atrocities that they take such peaceful and secure times for granted. It's no wonder they can invade other countries like Afghanistan and Iraq without batting so much of an eyelash. And that's also why the events that transpired in that fateful day in September 2001 were such a wake up call for them.

* I'm saying relatively here, being perfectly aware of course of how American families were affected when they sent their fathers and sons out to fight in the war.

Saturday, September 4, 2010

A monogram/logo for Joel

My good and dear friend Joel liked so much the monogram/logo I made for myself and use in place of a photograph/avatar on Yahoo! Messenger, that I offered to create one just for him.

Truth be told, I had long been planning on making a logo for Joel and initially thought I'd make one similar to my logo, using arches as the main motif. But just before I retired for the night yesterday, a completely different idea came to mind. I began working on it as soon as I got up early this morning and totally surprised myself by completing it within half an hour:

After regarding it for quite a while, I've realized that it resembles Tiger Wood's own monogram or else looks a bit like a Swastika. Just when Joel is no big fan of Tiger Woods and is such a staunch Roman Catholic. And then it seems that there's something there that one could consider a phallic symbol. Hmmm... at least none of that was intentional

Anyway, I plan to give it to him as one of my going-away gifts when he leaves the University at the end of the month for greener pastures.

I definitely hope he likes it.

Sunday, August 29, 2010

The Polar Bear, the Mountain Goat, and the Daisy

The polar bear wearily lifted his head off the frozen ground and squinted at the sun whose blazing disc had just risen above the far horizon and for the moment was lending none of its warmth to the snowy landscape.

After forcing himself up onto his haunches, the polar bear surveyed the bare expanse of the tundra before him and sighed, ”It has been days since I first embarked on my lonely journey but I have yet to behold the forests, fields and flowers that my good friend, the great Arctic Wind, has often spoken of. I now begin to doubt whether a place of such awe-inspiring sights truly exists.”

And having walked for days with nearly no rest, he settled on letting a few hours slip by lazily before resuming his quest.

By the time the designated hour for his departure drew near, the sun had risen as high as possible for that time of the year and the resulting unseasonably balmy temperatures was a cause of vexation for the polar bear.

But this unexpected annoyance was immediately forgotten when a movement at the edge of the horizon caught his eye. Thinking that it could be no worse than another of his kind, the polar bear decided to see if the visitor would approach before he himself moved on.

As the speck in the distance gradually grew larger, he could make out at once that it was not another polar bear but an animal the likes of whom he had never seen. It had a long shaggy coat and fearsome integuments on its head. Nevertheless the polar bear stood his ground and waited patiently, seeing that the newcomer showed neither sign of hostility nor fear as it approached.

“Who are you and what brings you to this place?” inquired the bear of the stranger.

“I am a mountain goat and I come from the country well beyond the horizon your eyes can see. I have travelled far foraging for bits of grass and herbs to eat, for I have been banished from the rocky mountains I used to call home and which have been laid bare by my brothers and sisters in their selfishness and greed.”

The mountain goat paused, his eyes narrowing as he looked the polar bear over, then spoke once more.

“Although I am quite aware you are no foreigner in this land, you do not seem to have been around in these parts for too long a time.”

“What you say is true,” replied the bear, “I may be no stranger here but I have been a nomad these past days not unlike yourself. I crave for something new and seek the forests, fields and flowers that the Arctic Wind has told me of. He speaks time and again of the sweet perfumes of violets and roses; of stately poplars and magnificent oak trees; and of vast verdant meadows rippling in his breath, and dotted with the vivid reds and golden yellows of poppies and dandelions. He painted a picture of a such loveliness much more fascinating than this cold and desolate place I call home that I took it upon myself to travel far and wide for even a glimpse of the beauty of which I know nothing of.

“And yet...,” the polar bear added after a pause, a furrow on his forehead, “yet He also counsels that I have but to open my eyes to discover the treasures hidden in the most ordinary of things.”

The mountain goat nodded and said, “I too long to find such a place for there will be an abundance of grass to eat and many other plants besides that would appease my hunger. I know of many a forest and many a field near my old home in the mountains. But that was long before my brothers and sisters and I were beset with our present trials and tribulations.”

The polar bear regarded the mountain goat thoughtfully for a minute before saying, “You and I share a common goal. I see no reason why we should not travel together in search of these forests and fields that we both after all yearn for. Then once we come upon one or the other, you shall have your fill of grass and herbs while I shall be able to drink in the delightful sights and smells such a place will bring. You have arrived just in time; I was about to leave. Come! We have but a few hours before the light grows too dim for us to see.”

Without another word the polar bear turned and began to walk away.

Just then the mountain goat spied a bit of green in the snow-covered ground directly behind where the polar bear stood earlier. As he looked more closely, he found to his utter disbelief that it was an ox-eye daisy, rare—nay, impossible!—in that barren wasteland, its faint scent wafting through the frigid air.

Having been awakened by the unusual warmth of that sunny day, the tiny scrap of life had waged a fierce battle against the frost to lift its lone white head above the snow and bask in the sunshine above.

As he gaped incredulously at the astonishing sight, the mountain goat heard the polar bear call back to him to hurry along. At first he made a move to follow but later hesitated, hunger pangs gnawing at his innards. He glanced after the polar bear, already lumbering along some distance ahead, then quickly bit off the flower and tugged at the entire plant, completely uprooting it, before hurriedly chewing and swallowing flower, stem, leaf and all. Then smiling to himself, he trotted off after the polar bear.

When he finally pulled abreast of his new travel companion he remarked, “I find it difficult to believe that you have yet to see a single flower. Not even a simple daisy...?”


For there are those who refuse to open their eyes and therefore do not see. And there are those who open their eyes and yet refuse to see.

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Diamond

I had been toying with this idea for a poem for months now but for some reason was finally compelled to sit down and tap out these verses in the wee hours of this morning.


To JCM, who art perfection in thy perfection
Diamond
From the moment
I first beheld thee, thou hast
bewitched me with the brilliance of thy soul:

What blazing fire, what forces, what skilled Hands
did fashion thee to peerless perfection, my beloved Jewel?

Thou art the reason for the enraptured song in my tormented soul,
inflamed by the Radiance made resplendent through thy manifold facets!

Yet thou art the reason for unspeakable anguish, for did I not bear witness whilst
thou didst endure the needless scourge that shattered thee and compelled thee to tears?

Although Fate hath with Its unfathomed reason deigned to confide to me one flaw
within thy depths, long transformed by time and thy defiance of the Dark,

Thou shalt remain my most cherished and rarest of treasures,
mounted for eternity upon the fading crown of my being,

And above all be missed when in all certitude
I shall be bereft of thy light
by Another.

Saturday, June 12, 2010

How Sesame Street introduced me to music

When people started posting clips of the children's television show on YouTube about five years ago, I like many others of my generation were delighted--as evidenced by the expressions of gratitude and nostalgia in the posted comments--to rediscover my favorite Sesame Street skits and cartoons. Viewing all those clips made me relive those days when color television sets were a luxury and LCD flat screen televisions were unheard of. Even then, Sesame Street so effectively put across lessons and opened up a whole new fascinating world to us via these deceptively simple skits.

I for one owe my passion for and eclectic tastes in music to Sesame Street. I may have begun listening early on to the music of Chopin, Mendelssohn, Schumann, Liszt and their contemporaries early on, thanks in particular to my paternal grandmother's collection of classical music LPs, but I have realized that my constant exposure to various types of music played on Sesame Street helped me to learn to appreciate a wide range of music, from the Medieval up to, some extent at least, today's pop music. But I must admit that I still find most of today's pop music boring and heavy rock intolerable.

One of my early favorites is the one about the Jazzy Triangle. I probably saw this while still in preschool and the music has stuck with me since. Of course, it was only later that I learned that the background music was jazz music. So, as it turns out, this was my first introduction to jazz.



Then this one taught me about different vocal ranges and ensemble performance.



And who could forget the orange singing an excerpt of "Habanera" from Bizet's opera Carmen? While it was truly hilarious to see this fruity diva go out of tune and see all that stuff fly off, I was equally fascinated by how all those common items (the duster/mop, bottle caps, rubber band, gerbera petals, etc.) came together to form a face.



This is another one that I liked because of the background music which already intrigued me the first time I saw this while in grade school. Then about a decade later while taking piano lessons at the University of Sto. Tomas I attended one of the weekly music recitals held at the Conservatory of Music. I was awaiting my turn to perform when a guitar quintet went up stage. and started performing some excerpts from Praetorious' Dances from Terpsichore. I thought, "Gosh! That sounds so much like the music from the Simple Simon cartoon in Sesame Street." And so I was introduced to Renaissance music.


Monday, March 22, 2010

Testimonial for Tin

A young friend of mine who will be graduating from college in a month's time, requested that I write a testimonial for her for inclusion in her college's yearbook. I was about to write a typical testimonial but found the idea too boring. I ended up writing the following poem for her:


'Tis not easy to pen a testimonial
worthy of someone like Tin.
Indeed, what words are there to say
about all that she has been?
Nevertheless, here's a feeble attempt,
as per her request, after edits umpteen:

A is for arachnophobic
as well as alto supreme:
watchful eyes for eight-legged crawlies,
keen ears for notes unseen.
Burdened with two dozen units
and a thesis to boot,
she still manages to smile
and, oh yes, sleep until noon!
Ennui never comes a-visiting
whenever Tin drops by
with an droll tale or two to share,
especially about... my, oh my!
Nothing, nada, zip, zilch
is there for me to complain
about friends such as she
who help keep one sane.
In short, I am fortunate to have known her
these eleven months and a year.
So, Tin, many thanks! I'll miss you!
And may God bless your life and your career.